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Welcome to my worldwell this is my world... nothing special about it 7/11/2008 Been awhile Nothing new's been hapening lately, so i've had nothing to post about. Little Teliahs birthday is coming up, shes turning 1, so thats the big event of this month, Past that, everythings bound to be quiet. I'll post again in the next month or so.... 9/27/2007 new addition to the family.. Just Jess :Pa friend of my sisters got turfed out of home recently by her mum, so
we seem to have adopted another kid into the family... don't be
confuzzled, she doesn't live with us, but everyone ends up referring to
my mum and dad as mum and dad lol, so anyway, we now have Jessica, aka
Just Jess (theres story behind it) in the family. i don't really have anything else to blog about so.... cya for now.... 8/18/2007 People kill themselves because *contPeople like this, who make them feel like its acceptable. quote: Let me start by saying if your going to public answer a question then at least have a question that needs answering. Other wise its just preeching your misguided fucked up views. and no one wants to hear it. Secondly, if your going to try and sound like your backing your argument up with facts, at least have some real facts, eg. 'God does not necessarily have to relate to hell, a persons death can be thier own personal hell as that spirit can continue to relive thier final moments until a person who can channel enough spirit guides to free them from this world, many a time, there is not a person strong enough to do this, so large spiritual energys gather in places of great pain and hurt,.. some examples are the haunted mines in picton where many men died, and the tunnels which collapsed on workers as they dug it out. others are the WW1 war fields which are littered with the spirits of the dead, which refuse to let go of the life they once had.' Ok, just incase no one else had picked up on this, that isnt a fact, its a theory. Why is it not fact? well thats simple, it hasnt been proven and cannot be proven untill each of us have experianced death. and thirdly, if you are stupid enough to try and pass your own theories or those of others off as fact, at least try and keep it on topic, because the topic of the piece that the above was taken from was about suicide and had nothing to do with soldiers or minors, who, by the by, didnt kill themselves. My point? the entire paragraph becomes null and void. Im really sick of people pipping up and preeching about how anyone who kills themself is gutless and didnt deserve to live. Well newsflash guys, thats kinda how they felt too since they, you know, Killed Themself. But seriously, how can any one person judge the life or the hardships of another? you dont know what they've delt with, you dont know how they feel, and you cant expect everyone to be able to deal with their own pain just because you got through yours. Maybe its just me, but im starting to think that all these people who say that others who are depressed are just weak or attention seeking are the entire problem with this world. If those people who need help actually got it rather than were told by people with no authority on the matter that they were just whimps, then im pretty damn sure that the suicide level would be lower than it is. Likewise, if they werent made to feel like they cant say they have a problem for fear of being labeled gutless then maybe they would get they help they need. And on a related note, depression is Not a choice, these people do Not choose to suffer from it and it cannot be cured with mind over matter. Want some proof? here, im sure the National Institute of Health or Depression.com can fix you right up with something based on more than a stupid theory. Its a mental illness people, and it has been for a while. Welcome to the 20th century, feel free to leave your racial segregation stickers and witch burning torches in the bin on the way past while we try and get you all up to date ojn the modern world in all its 'accepting' glory. :end quote make them think its ok, when it isn't, they don't deserve our respect or our pity, anymore then if they killed someone else, killing themselves is no different to them killing someone else, its not tolerated, looked down upon and makes people angry for a good reason. the problem these people who try to justify it, have, is that they have NO FUCKING CLUE, when your best friend kills themself, you get hit with a wave of emotions that you can hardly deal with, its like you yourself are being crushed to death by grief and wish to crush them to death with your anger, my reasons for not caring either way, is because its easier for me to detach myself from the person, then it is to hate them deeply, especially when they are a friend to me.... some people would call this unhealthy way of dealing with things... but its better then hating them to the point of hurting everyone else around me because i am having trouble dealing or accepting it. SUICIDE IS NOT THE ANSWER, THERE IS NEVER A REASON FOR IT. you can't even bring the Euthansia debate into it, as they are NOT THE SAME THING. You take your life, then it just proves that you are too gutless, and you weren't worth everyone caring for you. i will miss you if you live,.. but i will hate you if you die. People also kill themselves because of Religion, whether Christianity, Islam, Pagan, or any other, there has been times that such religions have forced people to kill themselves, either via cult ritual, or some form of attack. Suicide isn't just the killing of oneself, but also doing something stupid enough to play into being killed. i don't care for what stupid little girls write, i've suffered from depression on and off my entire life, i know what and how dark it feels sometimes, but i don't reach for a knife to slide across my wrists, or a gun to press against my head,.. no, because im not some gutless little emo fuck, who thinks going out that way would be cool.... you only get to live this life once,.. whether reincarnation is real or not, you don't remember your previous life in most cases of reincarnation, it is known to happen, but rare... so this is truly, the only life you get, so make the most of it. i don't care how fucked up your life is sometimes, i don't care if your family hates you, i don't care if all your friends abandon you, i just don't give a fuck. you'll earn my respect by sticking this life out. we all go through the same hell. you'll lose all right to respect by ending it all with one stupid move. So grow some balls, and stick with it, it DOES get better, it might not be this week, it might not even be this year, but it does get better, if you allow it to. if you go by life thinking its not going to, then it won't. i don't care what fucking bullshit dumb christians who are now a nurse (helping one old person die a day) they aren't psychologists, and won't ever hope to be one, the Mind controls everything in our body, even our mental state, if you think depressive thoughts all the time, then you will be depressed. 85% of depression is NOT REAL, only 15% is actual real depression, (depression being a pyschological state brought on by an imbalance of hormones and chemicals within the brain) the other 85% is just a result of continuous negative thinking, and bad environmental state. now come on, join the rest of us who struggle day to day to live, rather then the gutless emo losers who chose to end it and end up in limbo. oh, and to any stupid religious types out there. People who commit suicide, GO TO HELL, its written plain as day in your relious texts. i should also mention that i never said they didn't deserve to live, everyone deserves to live. what i said was, they don't deserve my pity, and i won't feel bad for them. so if people wish to come out with counter arguments, atleast have the lack of blonde brains able to comprehend an argument. 8/9/2007 RUDD FOR PM!Rudd is obviously doing something right, otherwise he wouldn't be leading the newspolls. Rudd is a good man, hes come from a common background, so he does indeed know what is hurting the average australian, i hope Labor does win this election, its about time. Time to bring our soldiers home
7/21/2007 Recent EventsWell, as i've already said, my Foster Sis jessica had her baby,.. but some other events i haven't even mentioned... I happened to find an old (all the way back to might morphin power rangers season 1) friend who was in all my classes till 3rd grade (kind of annoying to split us up after all that time me thinks!) Rachel, and we've been catching up.... apparently i was the cause of the loss of one of her teeth, (yes im bad)... anyway, i got to searching and found another friend, Steph Kear.... haven't heard back from her yet, but i doubt she'd have forgotten me, because memories associated with events of imagination are hard to forget. (its proven!). i wonder who else i'll find on myspace in the future.... Till next time viewers! Danial. How fucking pathetic. OP 17 Jul 2007its come to my attention that some of the people i know are pathetic, they are the kind that declare themselves as zealous religious types but when the heat gets to hot, they turn tail and run. i have respect for people who stick a fight out and argues thier point, but when a person just turns and walks off, i lose all respect. by running it shows that. 1. the person doesn't really believe in the point or belief that they are arguing. if you have a belief, ALWAYS argue it, don't walk away and let the other person hold the victory, even if the argument is childish and stupid, you can only educate people by sticking the fight out. the experience is really making me rethink on the people i talk to.... i'm losing respect for alot of people lately.... in other news, my foster Sister Jessica has had a baby, so theres the good point of the day ^^, on a strange turn of events, Jessica somehow knows my exgf Tammy,... so im glad i didn't go with mum to the hospital, coz that would've been .... an interesting situation. To all those girls... you know who you are... OP 12 Jul 2007i noticed a girl saying she'll go out and break some hearts because her jerk ex bf did it to her with his ex... don't do that, just coz a guy does it doesn't mean you have to, there are alot of us nice guys out there and if your out to break hearts, then you might just be doing it to the greatest guy you'll ever meet, and take it from one who knows, when a girl does that, it makes you question who you are, and think that you need to be more like the other guys, and trust me, in a few years time when your wanting to settle down, start a family if you want one, its not a bad boy your gunna be wanting coz the moment you mention marriage or kids to one of those guys, they are up and out of there so fast. all those people having casual sex, what are you really gaining out of it except empty and hollow expectations. have some respect for yourself, your only making yourself look like an easy whore. don't count a guy out just coz he isn't what you define as cute, guys like that are usually the nicest guys in the world. lastly, if you date or marry a gangster, then you deserve your place being shot up and your kids possibly hurt should you have them, so be smart and don't get with any guy that could be dangerous. looks like this blog went off topic..... Today is a happy day. OP 11 Jul 2007Me and Mia are talking once again, its been.. um... well... its been awhile, both of us have had time to really move on, which she now realises why i had to remove her completely from my life... well... completely is a little bit of an overstatement, as she added herself under the guise of Hayli Mcleoud,.. lol, unfortunately,...there is only one mia on this planet, and she can change her name as much as she ikes, but she has a certain attitude about her which is always recognisable. anyway, apologies were shared, some forgiving we both now realise what we had was nothing more then a deep friendship... which i abused by using the feeling that mia, at the time thought she had, as a method to try to move on from the girl who really has my heart and soul.... so today is a happy day, because the 2 people you don't want to be talking again (because the ramifications could spell doom for the world) are on talking terms again. ...now i wonder if she still has those world domination plans.... Ramblings of a lost 20y/o. OP 10 Jul 2007Love is the most complicated, yet simple thing there is in life, you either find it easy to come and go from relationships, or your the person that finds it hard letting go, and no, im not talking about the crazy stalker not letting go, thats just crazy people who need happy drugs. im talking about the people who go through life day to day, escaping reality into thier work, or video games, because theres this one person, who they can't escape from, who anytime they think of, see, or have a dream with that person in them, has all these feelings just wash back up. i've been told that you can't know, when you find the one for you, but thats bullshit, all it takes is a simple touch of a hand, or the glimpse into a persons eyes and you can tell, you can just tell, that this is the person you've sought out for ever, theres no such thing as love at first sight, that is something that is built, but you can tell when the person you are meant to be with, for me,.. it was her eyes, i could see the pain and hard times in her life by looking into them, i could feel her presence, without even seeing her enter a room, its a connection that goes deeper then any word such as love could ever explain, and now, looking back, i really fucked up, when i hesitated, i may come across as this really out there guy, but thats just online, in reality, im just that introverted shy guy that never really hits it off with girls, yet has a ton of them as friends, the guy that girls would think is a great guy to get to know, and as some have said, would make the greatest bf ever, but, i hesitate, i miss out on the chances i have, by not saying anything, by standing there, when i should be moving. you compare me and my brother, and he has a swarm of girls after him, and he isn't ever long without a gf, but thats not me, im looking for more then beauty, more then sex, i don't need to get drunk or stoned to have a good time. im just that lost guy who missed out on the greatest thing he could've had, her name was Sarah, green eyes, brunette with a natural tan, she is the girl i would sacrifice the world for, if i could go back in time and change the way everything went. .... My thoughts on music. OP 10 Jun 2007Today's a rant on music... and those music videos where the singers act like sluts. ok, not so much the last bit... im sure people have covered that before. anyway,.. what is music?.. music is a string of words and sounds, woven together to bring people together,.. to touch people deeply.... stuff like eminem.. or, snoopdogshit, aren't making music... they are raping the english language to some strange sounds coming from a synthesizer. real music is the stuff that touches hearts and souls.. that makes you think, makes you sad, makes you happy,.. etc... real music comes from people like Boyzone, or Westlife.... Human nature, Ronan keating... all of these people, sing real music, the stuff that touches hearts, some of you don't like this music.... i say to thouse people.... YOU SUCK, did i make that clear enough,.. i don't mind listening to some rap, or what ever that shitfaced mofo eminem calls it,.. but it ISN'T MUSIC. now, if you don't mind, its nearly 4am in the morning and im going to go and put on my Westlife - Greatist hits cd and sleep.... because real music is the creator of dreams.
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